Phobia

I have developed a phobia of checking my email. I'm literally terrified of opening up the link; it's to the point where I'll have a blank tab just so I don't have to look at the loading screen for my email. Then I quickly click on the email tab and scan through to see if I have emails from my committee. If not, I breathe a deep sigh of relief and continue my day. But if I do, I open all the other emails first and take my sweet time to do so. Then I open the email from the committee member (there is also an order of members), read through it quickly and determine if I need to respond. If not, then I just label and file it away. If yes, then I sit there for hours debating what to write... I never would have thought that a person could get a phobia of email but hey, I suppose I have to be unique in my own crazy way.